Let me be in your life...

You are the one for me...
You are the only one that I love
You are the one that I will spend the rest of my life with...
Neither person in this world can replace you in my heart...
Just remember that you are the only one I care for

I wanna be with you...
I wanna be part of your life
I wanna be with you...
I wanna be there for you

Why cant you let me be in your life??
Why cant you whisper your secret thru my ears??
Why cant you let me feel what you are feeling??
I dun understand...

All I wanna say is...
I love you...
I love you...
I love you...

Just gimme a chance to love you
just gimme a chance to be there for you...
Just gimme a chance to care for you
Nothing I am asking for you but to let me be part of your life...

I know you are sad
I know you are angry
I know you are lonely
I know you are miserable
I know I know I know...

Just let me be in your life...
that is all I wish for...


Sob~

::W::A::I::T::I::N::G:: ~I love you...

For the past one week, problem which has not been solved, a new one pops up. It happens for a reason, I tried to tell myself, overcome it and you will be alrite. But yet, after one another, I really feel like giving up. I feel so miserable. I dun have anyone to talk to... No one in my life except you. I seriously dunno what really happen between us. Because of my parents, because of ur 1st ex, because of me...

I have been really stressed,
I wanna be with you so badly.
So many times I wanna say that lets have cool off period, and at least we can really sort things out.
But I cant, I love you so much,
I hate the feeling that I am gonna loose you somehow.
Things arent goin to be same anymore, i belong to you...
I have promised you that I will love you forever, and I gotta hang on to that no matter how difficult it will be, and it gonna be.

Maybe one day you have realised that I am no longer the one for you,
perhaps you wanna be back to your 1st ex since she is the 1st one you love before me,
perhaps, things between us wont work out as what we have planned it to be,
perhaps, you have no longer want me to be in your life anymore,
perhaps, you wanna leave me and go, in order to pursue your future, the things you wanna achieve,
perhaps, I will be your burden somehow in one day...
I do not mind letting you go, free you away...
at least in my heart, I know you have been freed from all miseries, sadness and perhaps you will be more happy.
But, I no longer will move on,
Altho i have let you go... but with you is my heart... It has been there now... it wil be there until the day you and I left this world.

Yes, I will wait for you, I am willingly wait for you, I will keep on waiting...
It doesnt matter if you cant wait for me,
it doesnt matter if you wanna leave me,
it doesnt matter how hurt my heart will be,
it doesnt matter if you dun love me anymore,
it doesnt matter if you dun wanna come back to me,
it doesnt matter how hard it is going to be...
it is all doesnt matter.
As long as I know you will be happy with your life you gonna have,
you are satisfied with anything you have pursued,
even you have moved on with you life without me but with someone else

That is my life is keep on waiting... waiting for you, to be a success person, that once you have loved me. It all my fault that I loose you and i know there is no chance of turning back anymore. Just waiting and keep on waiting..

You will be saying, it is not worth it...
No matter what you have said, whatever I have decided, I have decided and i will carry on waiting...
Things cant work out between us, i will wait for the chance again
You wanna leave me, I will wait for you to come back to me
You dun love me anymore, I will wait you to fall for me again,
You wanna pursue your future, I will wait for you to be a success person
No matter what, my love towards you will never change, and that is that...
You are the only one I love, I will continue loving you, i will keep on loving you,
No matter how hard, how misery, how sad, how difficult... I will still hang on
I will hang on...
i will keep hanging on...
I will wait for the day you come to me and say "my dear, its time for me to be with you and i want you to be my wife and we walk the future rocky road together without any separation."

I love you... I always will and I will keep loving you...

Sob~~~