"Walking down the street, cold and chilly night, just two of us... He held my hand"
It was after my working shift, he fetched me home. It was two days after my birthday. I never used to be happy again during my birthday period because I missed my late grandpa a lot. I never tell anyone about this. I couldnt take the sadness, i desperately wanted someone to talk to. At least a shoulder to cry on. He realised that I was really upset. He kept on asking me whats goin on. I refused to say.
We finally sat down on the bench in McD while having a cone of Sundae. He said that no matter what happen, he will always right beside me. I broke down into tears. And I told him. I couldnt take the sadness anymore. He is really understanding. After that, I felt it was such a relief and I agreed to go back home. During the stroll, HE HELD my hand... I was hoping for this moment to happen. It finally come true. But, there are others possiblity popped up in my mind. It could be because I was sad, and he is holding my hand to console me and telling me that I am not alone. Or, it could be proposing to me that he wants to be with me to walk the path in front of us.
I didnt struggle, I just let him hold my hand. I feel the warmth in his hand, so tightly hold. I can feel his presence makes me feel much much better, and I am not alone all this while.
However, it was a chilly nite. I was shivering to maximum. I couldnt control my shiver although I was already in the lift. And he made another move of hugging me tight. I was dumbfound!
He held my hand, and hugged me tooo!!!... Am I dreaming???
I was confused but happy at the same time. How could this be???
A lot of thoughts went through my brain that night. Is he holding my hand and hugging me because I was sad and cold. Or he wants me to be his gf and walk our new path together.
These thoughts repeated again and again, over and over again for the whole night...
