For long time, before I could tell myself to deny, I have seen thru your eyes, things have change between our friendship.
It is no longer as close as we were, but I gave myself plentiful of excuses and reasons... tell myself that probably three of us are busy with our assignments, final year projects and even I was far away from you guys... it is tough for us to meet up, attend the gatherings that you have organised.
Since I have came back for almost half a year now, and nevertheless, there are no gatherings involving me... you did ask me couple of time which I was really unable to attend, but partly because i also doubt of myself that wehether I could blend in the topic which I have left out for 2 years? Will there be any common topic between us?
Sometimes, we chatted thru msn or facebook... but those are just common stuff that we usually ask each other... where are those closeness and our laugh out loud topics? Vanish with time.. perhaps.
It just that probably you action has showed it all, that you have left me out from you circle of friends, and i am just your friend and not your close friend.
